I happened to climb to the top of my house

You just gave me cool breeze I needed

I was quiet bored looking into dark sky

You just brought stars into this sky

I was struggling to see behind me

You just rolled the sky happily

I was feeling alone in this cosmic space

You just sent this mosquito to share my blood line

I was sad hearing fire in forests

You just made it rain all over the night

I was unable to swim across the seas

You just carried our ships till the shores

I was thinking to trade some more gold

You just allowed us to dig everywhere

I was hoping to get married

You just arranged a perfect place to meet

I was not good enough as a husband

You just agreed to bear my child to make us a happy family again

I was fortunate to grow old with her

You just kept our memories till today

Now I feel scared I was going to die

To this star decorated sky

Wish I Moved into one of them

To watch from there into

This beautiful blue planet

To say thank you for everything !!!

• 

I met a lot of people

And Noticed different emotions

Realized everyone in their race to peacefulness

Our Ultimate desire!

In this search of blissful state

We happen to carry nothing along

And I know

To reach the shore of bliss

One has to swim across waves in a seemingly still ocean

I would like to tell this

Life originates from a deeper silence

Darker than deepest trenches of oceans

As long as you are in mother’s womb

You seem calm

Peacefully voyaging and heavenly silence

Since spent this far,you

Can see rays of bliss tempting you to reach the shore,Now

This desire hints you to come out

Stubborned to stay in the womb

You want to be born and and right away conceive eternal state

Once you are into this world, bewildered

As the wave of problems seek you deliberately

To everything different from expectations

I realised this

The greed of bliss, unconsciously

Put ourselves in a race against time

From then,you start a run to escape from the chaos

Of shallow waters

And no one to blame

Your mother’s tunnel vision lit

By the light you encompasses

Given a green signal

To a life towards the valley of blissfulness

Only to realize you are entrapped in maze of life and death!

• 

We say a lot of Good Byes

And remember few special ones

We wish them to stay life long

But have life of their own

I realize we are limited

We cannot stay with our loved ones

In the same place and time

We need not to be in parties

Life feels alright together

And when we think about it

Momentarily,our wings of life seems to fly

But soon, will be brutally chopped

Realizing the life’s unpredictable reputation

And fear of sacrificing the comfort!

Alas

We are no more bothered to fly

Wishfully settled for walking

And ourselves crippled

From then

We will begin killing every dream

Cutting wings of hope

Forever,One after another

By sharp secured moments

Now we are entirely blood shedded

Such a cold blood criminals !

Listening to sacred legends of our birth

We are born as a fighter but grown up to be a murderer

Brutal killer of a better you !

This murder will be never visible

And the murderer can never be imprisoned

And this victim will never get justice !

• 

People told me to live in the moment

I lived in it and recommend everyone

Just because i felt something beautiful

A truth that made me proud

And it is worth sharing

I heard about greatest scientists

Who changed the world with their inventions

I read about them

I personally not met them

This world always thankful for all these outstanding persons

It has few days to remember them

Rest of the days ?

It looks for its lost Archimedes, an another Aryabhatta among us every day

This world is not cruel as it was called

I admire this time

It brought me to see a future hero, a new Hawking

I see them daily in work

I don’t see a bunch of people solving problems

And these problems got bigger problems

And the bigger problems have another men with different solutions

I see them as scavengers of this world

Finding every small dent to fix this world

I can only admire about greatest scientists

Whom i know by sayings

But i might be seeing a new hero among us

This second is only i got to witness the genius in action !!!

It feels love when she talks to me

Feels special when she understands

I want to be lost

Her words are directions

Nights became beautiful

Iam believing in life !!!

My world got memorable

We grew old

This time we planned and travelled

Weekends became relaxing

We are inseparable

Cannot live without eachother

My winning became meaningful

My sad times got better

I felt her pain while rests on my lap

Our worlds became one

Forever, lived for each other

I got bored

I stopped dreaming

It feels like my soul resisting me

I have been used to it

But, this time wanted to fail !

I have been surrounded by winning stories

It is time to get out of this sinking island

So i dressed up to drown

Finally,I can feel my breathe going down

To reborn, To struggle, To fail

To learn, But

Brought to shore alive by a fish

To see hot flames ripping her

She failed in the battle with this world

This world did not gave her a chance to learn !

And here i am

Failed to drown myself

They made a winning story out of me for surviving

This winning rots my soul forever !!!

• 

My first thing to learn yet struggled everything by self !

I did tumble then, Today handed over safety to motor wheels !

I did not give up, Today everything slips over a night !

When I learned it, My mother was happy !

It was meant to be special, Today nothing gained to celebrate !

My house was a mess then, Today everything is far from reach !

I played a lot of games, Today I am tired of switching channels !

I was down to knees, Today I care about this cheap dress !

But

Today or Yesterday no matter what,It made me to rise !

It is always in handy, when i just think about it !!!

Today It took me somewhere safe, when scared of rejected love !

As well

Helped me, to run away when chased by society’s junk !

I never thanked myself learning it, right after i was born !

A Something that has been forever !

A miraculous life began, when i learned how to walk !!!